man you ever just read someone hating on something and you just get bummed out? i think it's contagious. and then people bandwagon. it's an upsetting feeling.
on more positive news i popped open some cool old aesthetic websites with F12. it's interesting seeing the stuff that's holding them together.
i never was much of a coder myself
but it warms my heart knowing that there were some young people out there still tryna make the best website they could.
i watched some fallout new vegas videos. specifically, videos about memes and the various bits of dialogue you can get from investing on certain stats, like Medicine and Speech.
it was a pretty fun time. non-linear and modular storytelling is something that fascinates me.
i hope that if i get good enough at game development i'll be able to recreate that feeling of wonder.
oh, speaking of game development i once had a BIG BRAIN MOMENT about game design. but then i forgot about it...
it was an upsetting moment. i had reached nirvana, my brain released the funny understanding chemicals and then i forget.
meh. it's in the past now.
i also tried using the symmetry function they added for firealpaca
my wishes of drawing profanity in perfect symmetry has been granted... at last has the people behind Firealpaca truly understood the needs of it's userbase.
anyways i got angry at hair
but it is all okay because i finally centered the little banners at the end of this page!
i had some theraupetic therapy yesterday. also woke up to mcdonalds so that was nice
NOOOOOOOOOO I WOKE UP SO LATE
my therapist was like "hey you should finish that music tutorial"
it's monday and i can safely say i did everything but doing the music tutorial.
i got an exclusive discord role for beating a boss in an completely unintended way, i worked on my game (added a charset that's it LOL)
still doing everything but music tutorial
at one point i literally opened another music program and messed with it instead
i woke up so late because i binged an entire fanfiction
LOL
i finished the tutorial. i finished the tutorial I FINISHED IT EVEN THOUGH I JUST LISTENED TO IT AND DIDN'T WATCH IT. IT'S OVER
OC drawing
someone compared her to a stand from jojo's bizarre adventure so i made this drawing too
i got me some therapy
and thats month 1 of this thing wrapped up. wow i didn't expect this to become a thing.
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